*ME* (^____^)\/!~: what?

Friday, 9 December 2011

what?

hi there,
here i am again~ haven't updating since a few day i was busy concealing my self from my unseen-able enemy.~ i was so tired this few day.. i start to think think think unnecessary things again.. i don't know why when and what had cause this~ but im totally losing my way back!~ i just so confused by my self and maybe i was so bored or whatsoever~ and im trying to make my self busy:) ending up in the library~ doing my habit. i seriously haven't read any books ( i mean~ "books" that other than ACC106 MGT162 MAT112 IDA102 BEL120 )~ i become less talking people again.. its turning to the other side of me which is pretty silent~what should i do? its like i cant see nothing! hear nothing! and its seems like i didnt talk any? or maybe i need to be a blind person so that i can see what i can't see.. maybe i need to be deaf so that i can hear what i can't hear.. and maybe i need to be dumb so that people can hear what i want to talk .. because they seems can't hear me:)~ at all. im trying to call my "happy-go-lucky-girl-me" to come back.~

^_____^ peace!~

you eat, you're fat. you don't eat, you're a freak. you drink,you're an alcoholic. you don't drink, you're a pussy. you read,you're a nerd. you don't read, you're stupid.you tell a secret, you're an attention seeker. you don't tell a secret, you're still an attention seeker. you let someone in, you're easy. you don't let someon in, you are too uptight. you smoke,you think you're cool. you don't smoke, you're a loser. you've had sex, you're a slut. you haven't had sex, you're a frigid little b**ch. you wear make up, you're a slag. you don't wear makeup, you are ugly. YOU CAN'T PLEASE or choose ANYONE. EVER.