Wednesday, 30 March 2011

the past.. future.. today.. yesterday and tomorow!

Remember the past, plan for the future, but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come. Did i ever told you that i am a successfull@sucks dreamer?
Well check this out; i want:

1. At least five people in this world love me so much they would die for me.

2. At least fifteen people in this world love me in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate me is because they want to be just like me.

4. A smile from me can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like me.

5. Every night, someone thinks about me before they go to sleep.

6. To mean the world to someone.

7. If not for me, someone may not be living.

8. Someone thinks that i am special and unique.

9. Someone that i don't even know exists loves me.

10. When i make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When i think the world has turned its back on me, take a look: i most likely turned my back on the world.

12. When i think i’ve no chance of getting what i want, i probably won't get it, but if i believe in myself, probably, sooner or later, i will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments i’ve received. And Forget the rude remarks.

14. To have courage to tell soemone how i feel about them; then i will feel much better when they know.

15. To  have a great friend, and slowly take the time to let them know that they are great and hoping the friends will wait until the times come..
There will be a little truth behind my every [just kidding],a little curiosity behind every [just wondering],a little knowledge behind every [i don’t know], and a little emotion behind every [i don’t care]. i rather Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones. sometimes i see the life i want and it always crosses my mind that it isn't gonna turn out that way but still i will NEVER regret the things that made me SMILE cause  That means i've stood up for something in my life! I Laugh a lot and hoping that good sense of humor can cures almost all of my life's illness.i never seems to week cause i pretend to be so brave and strong even if im not.. cause no one will see the different.for me life just  too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So i will love every person that treat me right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If only i have a chance.. then i’ll take it.. and just let it when it changes my life.. it wouldn’t be that easy but i think it worth it.. isn’t? Some quotes said “Dream as if u’ll live forever and live as u'll die today”.. is it possible for turning back all passing minute all around?
As i grow up and i learn to not hoping for the life to being fair.. accepting all things that come.. and learn that Just because it's not the things that i was expect it to be, it doesn't mean it was not the ‘everything’ that i’ve waiting for..  sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past .. stop planning the future .. stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel .. stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever..happens..happens" let it be... let it be.... J
Im not a totally pretender.. but sometimes pretend makes better... i like to pretend that im okay cause when people see and believe that im fine.. sometimes its makes me forget for a while that im not.. even most of the time it doesnt.. we can choose to think for better and not to think for worse.. we are young for once in a life time.. but we can be immature forever..
From the past i learnt that something that i’ve done may gives me heartache in the future.. i learnt that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change! And either me and my best friend do or doesn’t do anything we still have good time together! I learn how i should be responsible for the things i’ve done no matter how its hurt.. and control your attitude or it will control you instead.. and how i have the right to be angry but it doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.. cause we don’t know that sometimes.. the people that we expect to kick us down was the people who will help us to stand.. and it wass funny when i can keep goin long after i think i cant at all...


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